Dancing on Fire

 

The Dancer is there ... or NoT yet ... This Dancer has just Invented the Way to Dance while Sleeping, but without really Sleeping ... It is Revolutionary ... We can now Dance while Sleeping without really Sleeping ... Revolutionary ... But, occurs a Problem ... While the Dancer is Dancing, and Awakened, while Sleeping, some Amateurs come to him ... They are Amazed by the Dance ... Some are Greatly Standing face to the Dancer, and Joyfully Dancing with him ... But some present to the Dancer ... with a curved back ... even still Young ... They look Weak ... They look Sad ... while Smiling ... This Troubles the Dancer ... His Dance, according to him, has made curve their back ... Immediately, the Dancer starts to Consider his Dance as Dangerous for the back ... The back is not made for the Dance ... The Dance is a Sin, according to the Dancer ... And the Fact to have shown how to Dance while Sleeping, without really Sleeping, has, to his Sight, Brought the Decadence into the World ...

Seeing all the curved, the Dancer is then Hardly Pushed to Consider his Dance as a Sin having to be Judged before the Sky ... Becoming so Dark by his so-called Sin, the Dancer will become the Darkness ... ending then by Committing a Grave Sin ... Having, so, Sinned as such, the Dancer has then to Disappear and to go Straight into the Sky & before the Sky ... The Dancer will be Judged by the Sky ... His Weakness will be Considered ... And his Future Life will be Set according to this Weakness ... For him not to, and Never again, Sin as such after having Danced ... The Dancer must Live a Proper Life ... without any Grave Sin ... Unable to Understand that his Dance is not at all responsible for the curved backs, and Unable to Sustain this Illusion leading to think that this Dancer is Guilty for the curved backs, it is then Decided to ‘’ try ‘’ other types of Lives ...

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The Dancer is there ... in the Nowhere ... This Dancer just Arrives in the ‘’ Nowhere ‘’ because of his Grave Sin ... Putting the Feet Down there, his 1^st Reflex is to Notice the Spiritual Ambiance ... A Great Pretty Good Mood Down there ... !? ... But, the Fact is that this Dancer has Committed a Grave Sin leading then him Down there ... And this reason for him to get there Changes everything face to this Good Mood ... It is Unbearable ... because of the previous Sin of this Dancer ... Even able not to physically suffer for his Sin, just the Fact to Know the reason of his presence in the Nowhere is Enough for this Dancer to be Unable to properly Profit of this Great Pretty Good Ambiance Down there ...

His Reasoning ; ‘’ I Know that this Powerful State of Spirit is Good ... I can Feel it ... But I Hardly Know the ‘’ Why ‘’ of my presence here ... ; My Sin ... If this would not be about my Sin, I would be Very Happy & in Peace face to this Great & Powerful Ambiance ... But the Knowledge about my Sin, even with this Integral Good Spirit, just Leads me to be Penitent face to this said Sin ... If I could Feel this Powerful State of Spirit, Flesh & Blood, without my Sin, as Intense as this Powerful State of Spirit can Look like, I would be Happy to Feel it Flesh & Blood ... As Intense & Powerful as it can be ... ‘’ ...

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The Dancer is there ... living a Life without Remembering his Grave Sin ... The Dancer does not Dance ... But the Dancer is Revolted ... The Dancer makes Grave Sins ... The Dancer is a Delinquent ... A Criminal having no Conscious ... Why ‘’ No Conscious ‘’ ... ?! ... For the Dancer not to Remember anymore his Dance ‘’ Mood ‘’ ... in order, according to the Dancer, to avoid the ‘’ curving ‘’ of the backs ... So the Dancer has to Practice his Life, without his Original Life ... The Dancer is just a Delinquent only having in the Head to set the Fire everywhere ... Several Lives ... And every time it is the same ; The Dancer becomes a Street Revolutionary ... The Dancer calls for the Social Chaos ... The Dancer is Ready to Burn everything ... The Dancer is Ready to call for the Population to Disobey the Laws of the States ... Revolt ... Revolt ... Revolt ... It is not Opinions ... but only Revolts ...

It is even Given to the Dancer a kind of Public Tribune for him to Explain his Views in front of everyone ; Call for Revolts ... Big Vindictive declarations ... Call for Revolts ... Big Vindictive presentations ... Call for Revolts & Vindictive activism ... A Vindictive ‘’ Take ‘’ while which the Dancer only presents himself in the aim to push the Population to the Revolt ... For, finally, acknowledging that the whole ‘’ Take ‘’ had been Staged ... Fortunately ... For that which the Dancer was talking about was not at all Constructive ... The goal was just Chaos & Destruction ... So nothing had been presented to the public ... A Staged presentation leading the Dancer to Uncover his Destructive intentions ... No Opinion, but just a call for the Chaos ...

Once the speech ended, it is Explained to the Dancer that he had nothing good to say ... That everything had been Staged in order to make him talk ... in order for them to Know that which this Dancer had between the two Ears ... Not much but Revolt & Destruction ... No Constructive opinion ... but just encouragements serving to push the People to Burn the Streets ... Revolt & Destruction ... Once, the Dancer will be in a Street, putting the Fire everywhere ... until one of his Coaches ultimately Appears in order for this Coach to Stop the Hand of the Dancer ... The Dancer is then Discredited ... still having the propensity for the Grave Sin ... The Dancer goes Back into the Sky ...

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The Dancer is there ... into the Sky ... It is Determined that the Dancer will go back to his Life ... Once Born, the Dancer will live a Perfect Life without any Grave Sin ... But there is a Big Troubling Problem ... The Dancer will live his Life almost Unconscious ... The Dancer will do the Right Choices ... The Dancer will live a Righteous Life ... The Dancer will live his whole Life ... but without him to Notice it ... He can not Remember that he Whished to live again ... So the Dancer will live his Life, Perfectly, but without being able to Appreciate it, because Unconscious ... And because of this Unconsciousness, once back into the Sky, the Dancer only Feels a sentiment of Dissatisfaction ... Dissatisfied by the fact not to have the Chance to be Conscious in order for him to Really Appreciate the Present Moment ... A Good Life ... but not Appreciated in the Present Moment ...

It is the feeling of being Unable to Properly live a Conscious Life without being led to Burn this Life ... The Dancer feels then Insufficient ... So a Sequence of Lives will be then Tried for the Dancer to Succeed to live a Conscious Proper Life ... And it will always be the same pattern ... Some times, the Dancer will, and again, put the Fire everywhere ... and some times the Dancer will live Proper Lives ... but always Unable to find the Consciousness ... So the Dancer will, and any way which will be Tried, always end-up into the Sky ... Profoundly Unsatisfied ... The Dancer does not understand his propensity for the Revolt ... or for the Unconsciousness ... The Verity ; The Dancer has NO propensity for the Revolt ... and nor for the Unconsciousness ... The Reflex coming from the Dancer & pushing him into the Revolt or into the Unconsciousness comes from a Weakness which has to be Mastered by the Dancer ...

The Dancer must Succeed to Live a Life in which his Truthful Life is Lived ... The Dancer must Live, Accepting his Talent for the Sleeping Dance ... and Understanding that much Individuals are Able to Face & to Practice his Dance without curving the Back ... And the Dancer has to Understand that among those presenting ‘’ curved ‘’, some have, maybe, had ‘’ rude ‘’ Practicing ... But, that it can be Possible, too, that some are just Afraid by the way to Dance of the Dancer ... those presenting then before the Dancer, curved & looking weak, in order for the Dancer to regret is Way to Dance ... The curved back was just an Illusion Targeting to push the Dancer to abandon his Dance & to Sin ...  

No ... the Dance had Never been the Problem ... This Problem being the Incapacity for the Dancer to Stop worrying about those being curved by the Dance ... So it is Explained to the Dancer that among those presenting ‘’ curved ‘’, some have, maybe, had ‘’ rude ‘’ Practicing ... But, that it can be Possible, too, that some are just Afraid by the way to Dance of the Dancer ... those presenting then before the Dancer, curved & looking weak, in order for the Dancer to regret his Way to Dance ... Jealousy ... Jealousy ... Jealousy ... and Coveting ... The curved back of those Manipulators was just an Illusion ... Jealousy, Coveting & Manipulation ...

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In one of the Conceptual Lives, the Dancer is Dancing ... The Dancer practices his Talent for 30 years ... approximately ... Until the Dancer Realizes something Important ; The Dancer has a Hidden Passion for the ‘’ Recipe Book ‘’ writing ... The Problem is that the Dancer just passed 30 years presenting as a ‘’ Sportive ‘’, for finally deciding to quit any Dancing activity in order for him to Write several ‘’ Recipe Books ‘’, and then looking to push the People to Eat instead of practicing Physical Activities ... The Dancer will become Lazy, abandoning any apprehension of Physical Activity ... for the Dancer has Neglected the ‘’ Equilibrium ‘’, repressing inside him, for 30 years, his Legitimated & Interesting Passion for the Cooking ... So 30 years later, all this has come to Daylight in an Exaggeration because of the too much long ‘’ repressing ‘’ ... The Dancers wakes-up so, after 30 years of ‘’ repressing ‘’ about his Passion for the Cooking, and passing then into the other ‘’ extreme ‘’ the Dancer will totally quit the Dance for becoming totally Obsessed by the fact to always Eat ... 2 Extremes ; Refusing to Eat because of being a Sportive ... or ... Refusing the Physical Activity because always thinking about Eating ... No but, the Dancer passes 30 years of Intense Physical Activities for, OverNight, deciding to quit everything in order ... to only Eat ... With all the ‘’ Bordello ‘’ that this Dubious decision has brought ... after 30 years of Dancing ...

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And the Dancer had to Understand all this, without being able, in the Immediate, to Remember all the Conceptual Dreams having led him to Accept his Life & his Great Propensity to Dance ... Awakened or Sleeping ... As long as the Dancer Avoids to set the Fire to the Streets ... or to Abandon the Dance in the aim to only Eat ... So as long as the Dancer has Conscious about the Importance of his Life & his Talents ...

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The Dancer is there ... In his Genuine Life ... The Dancer is Relaxing on a Chair ... looking in the Void ... Suddenly, the Dancer ends-up by Feeling a Big Emotion ... A Great Ambiance ... Immediately the Dancer starts to Fear ... knowing not why ... But this Feeling, even Pleasant, sends back to a bad mood ... As a ‘’ premonition ‘’ of something ‘’ bad ‘’ to avoid ... Here is the Opposite ; The feeling of bad ‘’ flashback ‘’ comes from a Moment in the Old Past, which was Unpleasant, but while which has been Announced this Moment of Glory ... Why the ‘’ bad ‘’ mood ... ?! ... In order for the Dancer not to Burst in a Flash of Joy Fire ... An Attenuation of a Glorious Moment, by a ‘’ Momentary Doubt ‘’, in order for the Dancer to Avoid too much Exaltation before this Salutary Revelation ... The Dancer is Alive ...

So the ‘’ bad ‘’ mood ... !? ... Where this comes from ... ?! ... The ‘’ bad ‘’ mood only comes from the remaining of the Day the Dancer has, for the 1^st Time, Felt the Great Pretty Good Ambiance ... Down there ... So the ‘’ bad ‘’ mood, felt through out the Great Pretty Good Ambiance while his Present Life, is just the Fact to have known the Great Pretty Good Ambiance to Come, in a moment when the Dancer was NoT at all in a Satisfying Mood ; Down there ... and only feeling a Good Powerful Ambiance in a an Unpleasant situation ...

‘’ I Know that this Powerful State of Spirit is Good ... I can Feel it ... But I Hardly Know the ‘’ Why ‘’ of my presence here ... ; My Sin ... If this would not be about my Sin, I would be Very Happy & in Peace face to this Great & Powerful Ambiance ... But the Knowledge about my Sin, even with this Integral Good Spirit, just Leads me to be Penitent face to this said Sin ... If I could Feel this Powerful State of Spirit, Flesh & Blood, without my Sin, as Intense as this Powerful State of Spirit can Look like, I would be Happy to Feel it Flesh & Blood ... As Intense & Powerful as it can be ... ‘’ ...

So the Logic is ; If a Moment, in the Past, as Occurred in order to Announce to the Dancer an Important Moment to Come, that this Moment Occurs in the Present of the Dancer & that while this Moment the Dancer tends to hardly run after the ‘’ FlashBack ‘’, Logically the Dancer Neglects then this Important Moment which had been Announced while ‘’ Down there ‘’ & presenting then as this ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ ...

So, Logically, this is Comparable to a Man taking a Look into the Future for a very long Time ... The Man, looking as such into his Future, will End-Up looking Nothing, because being not in his Future, but looking at it ... this being NoT the Real Future of the Man ... The Future of the Man can NoT be to take a look at his Future ... The Man would then turn around ...

More Simply, and Logically, this is Comparable to a Man taking a Look into the Past for a very long Time ... The Man, looking as such into his Past, will End-Up looking at a Moment having Taken place & Announcing a Moment supposed to Take place in the Life of the Man while this Man is, rather than being at Home for this Moment, elsewhere looking at the Announcement of this so-called Moment ... Why looking into the Past, at the Announcement of a Moment, rather than to be Eyes Wide Opened at Home for Profiting of this Announced Moment ... ?! ... Paradoxical ...

For the Dancer, it is almost the same ; If the Dancer looses his Time, running after the Speculative ‘’ FlashBack ‘’, then the Dancer will Neglect the Moment which had been Announced ‘’ Down there ‘’, and being Proclaimed here by this ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ which is just Abstract & Elusive ... Abstract & Elusive in order for the Dancer not to loose too much Time about this ‘’ FlashBack ‘’, but to ‘’ Focus ‘’ on that which is Under his Eyes at the Moment of this Powerful ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ ... Even if the Dancer has just a Door under his Eyes, this will always be much Better to Focus on this Door & on this Great, Powerful & Pretty Good Ambiance ... than to try to Capture a Speculative ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ that would only be, in the End, a Dream having Announced this Powerful Moment when the Dancer would be to take a Look at a Door ... It is NoT necessary the Door which is Important ... All this is just an Image ... But the Dancer was looking at it when the ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ has Occurred ... So the Goal is just to Continue to do that which the Dancer was doing when the ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ has Unconditionally Occurred in order for the Dancer to finally Taste that Inner Moment that had been Announced ‘’ Down there ‘’ ...

So, Paradoxically, the Intense & Powerful Moment presents itself enough Intense & Powerful for the Dancer to Notice the Importance of this Present Moment, even just looking at a Door ... , enough Abstract for the Dancer to Avoid loosing his Time in the aim to ‘’ grab ‘’ the Elusive ... , and enough Scary for the Dancer not to Exalt himself into this ‘’ Elusive but Legitimated to be Presented as such ‘’ Powerful ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ ... For that which is Important is NoT the Elusive or the Past, but the Present Time which has been Announced by the Past ... So running after the Past for contemplating the Announcement of the Present Time leads to Neglect this Present Time which has been Announced by the Past ... Paradoxical ...

The ‘’ Flashback ‘’ is a Conceptual Construction of Images about that which is Passing in the Present Moment, under the Eyes of the Dancer ... The ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ is an Abstract Conceptual Construction of Elusive Images announcing the Present Moment ... Even if the ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ looks to Contain precise Informative Images, all this Refers to the Present Moment ... even if the Dancer is just Looking at a Door ... So the Dancer Avoids to loose Energies by running after Elusive Souvenirs ... and Keeps all this Written inside him, Concentrating his Attention on the Door before him and, and Chiefly, on the Present Moment ... We could say ; What is so Important about this Moment that would have been Announced to me into the Past, when I am only looking at this Door Tonight ... ?!! ... The Answer ; Forget the Image of the Door or that of the ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ ... The Intense ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ Informs you about the Fact that you are, Tonight, where your Past has Told you, Once, that you were Called to Be ... Tonight ... So Keep your Eyes Wide Opened, Look at that which is Before you, Breath, Feel your Heart & Rejoice yourself for this Moment ... Maybe Scary ... Intense ... but NoT Angry ... but Chiefly ... Joyful ... You are Alive & Awakened ... and you Feel it ... Intense ... not Angry ... The ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ is a Souvenir of a Moment, in the Old Past, when this ‘’ Tonight ‘’ has been Announced ... So the Dancer Keeps the Souvenir in ‘’ Stand-by ‘’, all this being Written inside him, and Invests this Magnificent Intense Moment in the Present Time ... Eyes Wide Opened & Focus ...

 

‘’ If I could Feel this Powerful State of Spirit, Flesh & Blood, without my Sin, as Intense as this Powerful State of Spirit can Look like, I would be Happy to Feel it Flesh & Blood ... As Intense & Powerful as it can be ... ‘’

 

So the Dancer Decides to Profit this Moment for Appreciating it, Believing in a Magic Moment even being in front of an ordinary Door ... Believing in this Invisible & Subtle Magic Moment ... even in the Absence of the Magic Wand ... Believing in the Invincible & Untouchable Invisible ... And the Memory comes back to the Dancer ... Naturally ...

 

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The Dancer is there ... having Known the Ambiance ... But, now, on the Spot, the Dancer has no ‘’ FlashBack ‘’ at all ... Suddenly, the Dancer will Remember the ‘’ Down there ‘’ ... The Dancer will Remember the Reasons having led him to get Down there ... ; He has Gravely Sinned ... So Realizing those Reasons having led him to Sin so Gravely, the Dancer Realizes, too, or rather, the Dancer Remembers that once Down there he had Greatly Appreciated an Ambiance which he was not able to really appreciate in its whole Form, because of the Grave Sin & because of the Place where he was put because of this Grave Sin ...

But, Now, Right Now, the Dancer Realizes that he is Alive & that he can finally Appreciate the Powerful Ambiance in this Concrete World, that which the Dancer was Unable to do ‘’ Down there ‘’ because of his Grave Sin ... Concretely Alive ... and Remembering that he has Always been a Dancer ... Profoundly taking Conscious about the Conceptual Lives, the Dancers is Happy ... Even not remembering these Conceptual Lives, in low Age, the Dancer had Decided to Dance ... Even without the Souvenir of the previous Lives, and Instinctively, the Dancer, still in low Age, had Found his Passion for the Dance ...

Indeed, the dancer had just 5 years old when, for the 1^st Time, he had had the Idea to Realize Interpretations of some ‘’ Already ‘’ written Presentations ... Being Aware about some that could curve the back because of Dance Abuses & Conflicts, and Realizing then that he has not at all to care about all that, the Dancer Realizes then that he finally has the Great Opportunity to Dance as long as he will Love to ... But, a Problem presents by itself ; The ‘’ Recipe Books ‘’ ...

The Dancer Remembers that in one of his Conceptual Lives, he had Abandoned the Dance for starting to Eat all the Time ... Obsessively writing ‘’ Recipe Books ‘’ ... The Dancer Remembers that he had Danced for 30 years before Abandoning his whole Talent in the aim to only Eat all the Time while writing ‘’ Recipe Books ‘’ ...

What to do ... ?! ...

Here is the Reasoning of the Dancer ; ‘’ Seen like this, it is Sure that if I Dance for 30 years, for finally abandoning all my Talent in order to only Eat while writing ‘’ Recipe Books ‘’, looking, like this, to Deny my Top Shape Dancing, so it is Sure that this would be Unreasoned ... For I Love to Dance ... Why Dancing 30 years, for finally deciding to only Eat while writing ‘’ Recipe Books ‘’ ... ?! ... This could pass, and with Reasons, for a reflex of Fanaticism ...

So as Well pass 10 years for Refining my Dance, then Stop to Dance, even for 20 years if Necessary, in the Great Goal to Write ‘’ Recipe Books ‘’ being in Harmony with the Physical Activity ... Then, even after 20 years of Writing, a Moment while which I will, too, and in Secret, continue to Refine my Dance, so after 20 years of Writing I will still be Top Shape for Dancing ... Maybe that some will find my Choice ‘’ Debatable ‘’ if I stop to Dance today in the Goal to Write about the Kitchen ... But, I Know that I will Resume all this One of these Days ... If I Dance for 30 years for finally starting to Write about the Kitchen, even if my Writings are in Harmony with the Dance, everyone will be Legitimated to Doubt about my Choice after having led them to be Sportive ... So I will stop to Dance today, for Investing in my Great Interest for the Writing of ‘’ Recipe Books ‘’ ... and I will be, then, after this, still Top Shape in the Great Order for me to finally Invest in my Main Interest ;

... Dancing ... Awakened & only ThaT ...

 

... Dancing on Fire ...